The list...

She is sitting in her desk like every weekday, trying to make a task list for the day to make it appear longer. Usually there is so much work to do that time flies… She takes a moment and put her fingers in her forehead and started to “iron” it from the center to the sides. “What’s going to happened?” she asks herself. The same question she’s been asking over and over, but no answer has come to it. Then as she close her eyes, a rain of “what ifs” started to fall over her.

The wondering overpowers her, so many possibilities, so many risks, so many new adventures; she liked the new things, the unknown, to learn, but the new scares her right now. “How will I project myself to don’t become misunderstood? Do I have to explain myself more often now or should I simply get back to being the rebel I used to be?” “I’m too old for being a rebel” she said. “The world requires explanation for pretty much everything now.”

“I need to start making a task list for my life now, what I’ll do first?, what not to do again?, what to keep doing?” That was the most important question and the hardest to answer, “What to keep doing?”, by all means…

But as everyday now, again she decided to shut the thinking off for a while and be back to work on the initial task list, so she opened her eyes again and changed the forehead for a mouse, and just with a click she went back to work…